Showing posts with label finding myself. Show all posts
Showing posts with label finding myself. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Midweek Update




Sorry, I have been too busy getting ready for our move to blog.


We move in 9 days, and today we also signed our lives away on our new home. We are very excited! The kids are excited too, as they have not even been in the house! I am so excited to watch them run around and discover their rooms!


I haven't felt like doing very much. I have a lot on my mind, especially this pregnancy. I am still getting used to the idea and we are very excited.


I cannot even find anything exciting to blog about. I know once we move, there will be lots to write about.


I am also excited to see Amber again! And, hopefully meet Teresa. That would be so cool. We met online at babycenter.com when we all had our May Babies which we lovingly call our Pixies.


Just lots more packing to do.





Saturday, April 07, 2007

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Am I in my 60's?


This statue caught my eye in Science World, , because I looked at her, and I saw my own body right there starting back at me in bronze. Seriously, I asked Cliff to take my photo because this is who I see staring back at me in the mirror these days.

Friday, March 09, 2007

Dancing Naked!

Today, I Cathy aka MurrayvilleMom did just that!

I danced naked!

Not for anybody, or in front of anybody. But, I heard (Get Down Tonight - KC and the Sunshine Band) ONE of my FAVOURITE songs playing on the clock radio. I turned it up loud! And in that moment I just decided I would dance for a few minutes and watch myself in the mirror. FULL ON NAKED. I chose to myself for who I am today! Well let me tell you, those few moments were so much fun, and the few moments turned into almost the whole song! I was getting my groove on in my bedroom naked. Smiling and laughing at myself! Door was closed. Alarm clock radio on full blast! I was swinging my arms, dipping and loving every moment of it!

Now, I know you are all laughing at me, but do you have the guts to do that? Or perhaps you do dance naked in front of your mirror! (What you do in your spare time is not up to me lol.) But, I would highly suggest you try this!

But who really talks about that right.

Well I am.

I am on a quest to love my body NO matter what size, shape or form. So, I danced. Naked. Why should I not dance just because I don't think that I should do that because I am not at my IDEAL weight or look. I decided I would dance, and watch and see the good parts, and the bad parts. I realized I still can have fun and live my life even if I am not at my goal weight.

It made me feel good, I watched everything jiggle, jaggle and waddle. My arms kept dancing after I stopped as did my hips, stomach and bum. But, whatever. I have the power to just be me! Just be present in the moment!

That felt so good to me!

Cliff and I used to go out dancing every weekend, and sometimes more! Those were some good times. I may not LOOK the same, but I can still get my groove on!

My mood sure picked up! I took a few moments to myself too!!!

I am so glad that nobody was watching, and the blinds were closed because they would have said "That Cathy chick has gone CRAZY!!" lol